Sunday, March 2, 2008

live laugh and love


live, laugh, and love
all that surrounds you
anything that succumbs to you.


the last time...
was many moons ago
so at any moments notice
i am ready
to love, live and laugh
smile, care, and cry.

be here with you in heart
then die
as a black man.

my affinity
for the "Shining Serpent"
Black hero one minute...black villian
the next
a walking contradiction
a panther with conviction
bending against the wind of 'izm
i am him
and he was me
rappin', actin', fightin', recitin'
poetry

"Dear mama" please "Keep ya head up"
because tonight
we will "Ride on our enemies"
and "If I die 2nite"
don't "Pour out a little liquor"
because this life
has given me "So many tears"
jus' continue to give me
"Unconditional Love"
'cause "Life goes on"
and this is the "Ballad of a dead Soulja"
this world will never know
anotha "Soldier like me"
in all my splendor
i will cycle towards the heavens
wings blazing crimson
with "All eyez on me"
wondering to myself...
"Does heaven have a ghetto?"

until that moment
i will laughlivelove
smilecare and cry
be here with you in heart
then die

2 comments:

create said...

One bucket is 2 pour out semom...another is 2 search for a reason...2 cleanse..after many have filled your barrel...where it devours my heartfelt dialect...attacks the intestinal track...where nerves plays a drum...emotion pays da ways 2 dream counterclockwise...da tick- tock...where time stopped moving in circle..repeats..what won't leave...as circumference makes it's way 2 pain...love keeps coming..with no results...but emerged through inner thought..as she claims her existence...her careless whisper...remains friends forever young...what hold u in her arms..strenghten 2 forgive...like all mother's do..son..you..i will love u 4 ever...my dear...point taken..c..SJ...GOD BLESS YOU.

create said...

"da birth lives"
an ounce of prevention...a cure 2
what's mention...a swallow of prevention...chokes da title...lost in words written...mom's eyes saw you ..swimming in da sea of jordan..drowning...like your maker had no order...when all the time
the water..you walked across...lifts your soul...brings u back...reinforced your habitat..
gave u one mo' chance 2 survive..
when such antics relies on double
indemnity... one trial 2 many..out lives inside lockdown...only 2 b rescued one mo' time ...left in hell..but mom's eyes still reveals life comin bac 2 her...alive...not dead....watch what u say out the living...breathing....seeds of faith...yours is but a dream 2 become...but hers is the dream made out of flesh and blood..bodyhuman...a real person..her hair...her skin...her joy within...a child grows in fresco..mistakes are made 2 b forgiven...love is eternal...life continues...you have a job 2 do....your journey relives da pain 2 worship..believe...your heart cries 4 tomorrow...u will succeed..kiss da sky...look up 2 heaven...ghetto... no longer wears a poor mans face or women's disgrace...being born raped by description..tabloid...news..heaven is home 4 angels of mercy...when life depicts roots found...dirty deadly..but reasures blacks...homies are invited...no life on earth is left out...tupac ...the search 2 find bodydoubles...lives on...keeps on
moves on...loves on...cares..but don't die...pronoucing death...peace...Create..SJ..
2008/3/March